Jumat, 30 November 2012

Desember :)


Desember kini kembali
Desember yang membawa kesedihan dan kebahagian
Desember yang memberi kedinginan dan kehangatan
Desember yang menyertai kesunyian dan keramaian
Desember. Meneteskan air mata, namun menyebar tawa
Desember. Menyakiti, namun mengobati
Desember. Jauh, namun dekat
Desember bukan akhir, melainkan awal baru



Rabu, 14 November 2012

Happy birthday! ◄:D

Hi. It's been a while, huh? You may wonder what's with the title. Well, I was born on this date (November 12) 16 years ago (yeaaaay!)

Kamis, 09 Agustus 2012

Happy Hunger Games

"Happy Hunger Games.."

Some of you might know where that sentence come from. Yup, The Hunger Games. One of THG Trilogy. As you know, I'm a BIG fans of it. Not only the books, but also the movie.

Catching Fire is the second movie which is adapted from the second book. It's out on 22 November 2013, which is 10 days after my 17th birthday and I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT! ;)

Anyway, I wanted to wish all of you happy fasting. May our deeds be accepted (:

Love,

Shabrina.
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Rabu, 18 Juli 2012

Hi!

Hellawh everybody~ finally I find a way to blog from my phone \(˘̩̩̩▽˘̩̩̩)/
That's all, I guess. I just want to test if it works or not haha
See ya ;)
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Sabtu, 05 Mei 2012

Hi!

Helloooooo~ It's bee a while, huh? So sorry, I've been busy and I had no time to post here. Actually I had no idea what I was gonna post-_-v
So, I've been reading these books by Suzanne Collins. You must know what books I'm talking about, right? Yup! They're The Hunger Games, Catching Fire, and Mockingjay. I bought these three books after my mid term and I read those three books in two weeks. And now I'm crazy about them. Not the books only, but EVERYTHING!
Now, I'm on my way to make a fan fiction. This is my first. It's not done yet, but I wish I'll finish it soon. This fanfict is based on THGTrilogy. I won't give you spoilers. I'll tell you when I finish it and you can ask me if you're interested to read it.
This fanfict started when I got bored in class and tried to not sleep (hehe). Actually, I got the idea to make it bcs of my English project (Thanks to miss Kiky!)
I think that's it for now. See ya! :D

Selasa, 20 Maret 2012

"I Love You"


There was a girl. She was in her first year of high school. She lived her life just like other teens. Having fun with best friends, don’t give a damn of the world. One day, she saw this young man. He’s not the best guy of all time. He’s not as handsome as Leonardo DiCaprio. But just like that, he made her fall for him. At least, that was what she thought.
She never knew since when she falls for that guy. She never hoped to be his. She’s happy to see him happy. She wanted to know him. She tried and tried and tried. She never stopped trying. She asked friends about him. She asked if he already had a girlfriend. She was happy no body heard he had a girlfriend. She liked to spy on his fb profile, just like other teens who are in love. At first, she read his status and she felt nothing. But after a few statuses, she was worried. Worried that he already has a girlfriend. She wanted to stop trying, but she keep telling herself that he might feel the same.
She texted him for a few months. He responded it. She kept hoping and hoping on him, but he had no idea he meant something for her. She wanted to tell him about her special feeling, but she had no guts to do it. Her best friends supported her, they wanted to help her too. All she can do was smiling. She didn’t know what she was going to do.
Actually, her school was going to hold a party. Her friends had this crazy idea. They proposed her to tell him after the party. At first, she refused. She didn’t want to ruin her friendship with that guy. But on the other side, she wanted so bad to tell him the truth. She wanted to know if he felt the same. After days, she thought about it and she accepted her friends help.
There she is, in her school party. She put her best dress to impress him. She wanted this day to be her memorable day. Throughout the party, her friends and her talked about the plan. There’s still a part of herself doubted her decision. But she kept telling herself she had to do it. She had to know what he thought of her. The party came to its end. There he is. Her friends called him for her. She was going to tell him, but she had no courage. She ran away. Her friends couldn’t stop her. They told him about her feelings. The guy said nothing. He stood there. Her friends asked him to catch her. He said nothing. He ran after her. He called her. She kept running. She was a shame of herself. He reached her arm. She stopped running. She couldn’t say a single word. She was trying to look in his eyes, but she can’t. He was there, standing in front of her. He said nothing. He looked straight to her eyes. He didn’t know what he was doing, but suddenly those words came out of his mouth. “I love you”.

Jumat, 09 Maret 2012

CRRRRRAZEH DAY!!!

Today, we had a chemistry test. It was freaking hard-_- The teacher didn't come so we're left alone. We did the test......together. It wasn't cheating 'cause the teacher who gave us the questionnaires only ask us to not open the book :p We even let go the break time to continue the test.
After the break time was the religion lesson. The teacher didn't come so we still continued the test. After all of us finished the test, we went to the canteen. Some of us were already there. We talked about PRADANA :") The boys were downstairs playing ping pong. Anyway, it was English lesson. We were going to play truant, but the teacher was mad. Hana and Fira, who were the only one in the class, were grounded :| They went to the canteen to tell us about it. We went back to the class in a hurry. The canteen is placed upstairs the ping pong field. Some of us yelled  to the guys who played ping pong. There was three seniors there. Someone yelled that Ms. Y was mad and those seniors looked at us :|
After asking the boys to go up, we went back to the class. We were clustered. Some of us panicked because the were afraid the teacher might saw us clustered so they crawled on the floor-_____- I was in front so I went directly to the class and apologize to the teacher.
After we're all in the class, the lesson started. One time, Mai got to give an example of If Form Type 3. We started to tease her abour Yudhis and her :)) When it was 11.30, the teacher went out and we packed to go home. Hana, Lintang, Citta and I stayed in class. Lintang and Hana watched Death Bell 2, Citta was browsing something and I was reading this. Lintang asked me to read it. She said she wanted to see me cry, so I read it. And she was right. I cried..................
Citta got to go home 'cause she had a physic course, so there was Hana, Lintang and I. They still watched DB2, and I was browsing until 1.30 when Pak Yamto came to our class to lock the door. Lintang went to her boarding house. Hana and I went to the mosque to pray. After we prayed, Hana wanted to go to the toilet. While I waited for her, I read the wall magazine. When she came out of the toilet, she also read it with me. Suddenly she said that she is PLS chairman...............................
We went back to the class (in front of it actually). We sat in front of the lab. We talked about random things. Then Robby came to give us questionnaires. Actually we were waiting for Nindya. We waited for 30 minutes. When she came, I asked Hana to go to WM Kgn to have lunch, I was starving W-_-W But Nindya already had lunch so................just continue it by yourself-_-
We went to WM Kgn and after that we went to neutron. At Neutron, nothing special happened. Except when Mai was sleepy. It was so funny XD
At night Citta, Dinda, Chippa and I had a random convo. I can't even remember what we talked about :|
Well, that was one of my craziest day XD
See ya, fellas :D
XO

Senin, 05 Maret 2012

The BEST Skype Session EVER!!!

Soooo, today was very.......random. I'm gonna tell you from what happened school until tonight.
Like usual, I went to school at 6. I woke up late this morning. but my mom and I can catch the time.
Well at school, there wasn't a lot of people. 10th and 11th grade SBI started the test at 9.30. there was only the 12th grade.
Everything went normally. Until the Chemistrynlesson. we had a test today, and Alhamdulillah I did it well eventhough I didn't know the result yet. I hope this time I got a good score. :D
After that lesson, my class went crazy. The 2 hours of my afternoon class was very crowded :|
The second hour was Bu Harmi's lesson, but she cannot come. And that time, Dinda's fb was hacked by Citta. Hendra's too, but by Adi. And the craziest thing happened. So, "Hendra" chat something and suddenly he said "Iloveyou". And "Dinda" was answering "loveutoo" XD (but it wasn't them, it was hacked).
In the afternoon, I was going to neutron to sign up but I was picked up so I went home.
At home, I was mad because I regret not going to neutron first, and then...........................I cried. I spring into a rage. :|
And that happened before I went to LIA :|
In LIA, it was like usually, nothing change, except......Mr. Kusworo was holding his laugh and it was funny wkwkwk
So, I went home. At home I did my BIndo's task and after that I skyped with Hema, Yaelle and Sarah :"D I miss them so damn much!! We was having a phone call, without video but it was fine. That healed my longing :") and it makes me miss them more and more :"|
That's all I wanted to tell you guys. gtg, still have to do my history presentation. CIAO!

Jumat, 24 Februari 2012

230212!


Hey, guys! It's been a while since my last post. Sorry, I was pretty busy with school and stuff.
So, today 11th grade acceleration program and delegation from science class went to SMK 2 Surakarta. There was a motivator named Hartadinata Harianto (you can google it). He’s good looking, and young (he’s 17!)  It was a seminar where he gave us motivation by telling his experience.
The event started at 8, but we got to be otp at 7. So here I was in front of SMK 2 Surakarta with Nindya, who came first. And then came Andang, Asri, Nurma, and Olive. The others I don’t really remember bcs I didn’t really observe. When my friends are already otp, we went to the school’s aula. Tbh, it was better than my school’s aula. There was AC in it HAHAHA (?). Like I said, it started at 8. Hartadinata started to talk. He was very enthusiastic and attractive so we  didn’t get bored. He told us about his childhood, his achievements and stuffs. Well, I think it was nice that he told us about his experience and stuffs, and I think it’s awesome that he can be that successful on his age.
And afters hours and hours (halah), the seminar ended. It was 9. People from the school gave us snack and after everybody got their snacks, we can go out. When I went out of the room, I saw Alfon, my classmate in LIA. I said hi and I joined my friends on the parking field. My friends and I took a picture with Harta. And after that Dinda, Ima and I went to Solo Square. Dinda’s mom took us there. At first, we were going to karaoke with Lintang and Ayu. But we waited them too long so we decided to wait Lintang in the foodcourt. We watched Death Bell 1. After a few minutes, Delin and Olive came with Fira and friends. They watched the movie with us. It was the cheapest to watch movie but memorable =))
After a few minutes, Ayu and Lintang came. They watched with us for a while and then they went to Gramedia. Dinda, Ima, Olive, Delin and I watched 1,5 movies, Death Bell and Baby And Me. Why 1,5? Bcs the second movie wasn’t finish yet when we my laptop died. After that, we went back to school. I had RAW meeting like usually and Dinda gotta do something in religion room. Dinda and I went back with a cab. You know what happened? The driver thought we played truant. Eventhough we already explained that we had an event he didn’t believe us-______-
Before to go to the meeting, I continued to watch Baby And Me w/ Olive and Delin. Time went so fast that I didn’t realize it was already 2.30. so I went to IA 8 to attend the meeting. i don’t know what they were talking about before I went in, but they suddenly asked us to write our opinion about RAW K After some of my seniors left, Mbak Oik asked me to talk in french and tell some of my experiences. It was awesome bcs I think RAW wasn’t boring anymore. It was…..fun ._.  At 3 our “teacher” came and we had that session until 5. After that I went home J
I guess everything that happened to me today was fun. It wasn’t like the other days. I hope good things will come to me days after this. Anyway, TGIF! haha

Rabu, 08 Februari 2012

Shaq Vs

2 days ago, I watched Shaq Vs on FOX cause I couldn't keep my eyes close. It was 2am. It was Shaq vs Justin Bieber episode. I think it was an old episode cause Justin was 16. 
  Watching the 16-year-old Justin makes me realize that he changes so much in less than 2 years. And to be honest I miss the 16-year-old Justin.I'm not his biggest fan. I'm not even a belieber anymore. Maybe I was never been one.But 16-year-old Justin attracts girls in a different way than nowaday Justin. His dance. His innocent face. The way he treated his fans. That fun personality he had. Those are the things that 16-year-old Justin did to attract girls. But now, those things are gone. So sorry beliebers. But admit it, he changes. A lot. Even my friend who watched his concert in Indonesia said he wasn't as nice as people said. He wasn't Justin that she always thought. And this friend of mine was a belieber. A real one.
  And yes I used past tense. She's not a belieber anymore. You guys might think "How could she do that? Once a belieber, will stay one forever.". But seriously? Does it mean you guys will never stop liking him? You'll never think of bad things about him? I just can't believe that some of you trust him 100%. Do you really think he never makes any mistake? Fyi, he's not God, he's a human just like us. 
  I'm not saying being a huge fan of someone is bad. what I mean was you can be a fan, a real one, by not totally trusting him/her. THAT'S what a TRUE fan will do. That's the thing that make them (celebrities) keep down to earth.

ps: I tweeted this that night haha

Jumat, 03 Februari 2012

I. Am. So. Sick. Of. Remedial

I am fucking sick of remedial. Gosh! Now I know how my jhs friends felt-_- I had a little satisfaction being the last for the first time, but now I'm getting sick of it. I am sick being the dumbest person in class. I'm sick of those not-enough-scores that I have even if I already study the whole night. I. Am. Sick. Of. Remedial W_--_W

Kamis, 02 Februari 2012

Crazeh photoshoot

Soooo today we had a free day at school, which mean no class and it was CRRRAAAZEEEHH!!! HAHAHA Citta,Dinda,Andang and I had a crazy "photoshoot" today. We were freaking bored and there's Citta getting fun with webcam toy (you can find it in google). Those faces we were making was so weird that I'm still laughing so hard when I looked it-_- Seriously, it's a disaster oh noooo (?) You can check it on my facebook if you want haha :p

Tahukah kau...

Kau tahu?
Kurindukanmu
Apa daya hanya dapat kuucap
Dengan kata-kata
Apakah kau mendengarku?
Tahukah kau aku menangis
Dalam kesunyian malam
Teringat padamu
Andaikan kau tahu
Aku sangat merindukanmu
Kau yang jauh disana
Bersama-Nya
Hingga akhir waktu
Ayah

Sabtu, 28 Januari 2012

Hi (:

Hellooooooo! It's been almost 2 weeks since my last post. So sorry bout it. I had my final exam so I don't really have the time to blog  :D
So in my next post I'll use Bahasa cause I have A LOT to tell. Sorry (again). Maybe I'll post its english version when I have the time :D

Rabu, 18 Januari 2012

hiks abis.

JONAS BROTHERS IS COMING TO INDONESIA...........PERHAPS..... Gue dapet info dari anak sebelah yang ngefans bgt sama Jobas Brothers, dan kata dia maybe Juni mereka ke Indo. *jleb* Belum lagi kabar dari tahun kemarin yang katanya Taylor Swift mau ke Indonesia juga bulan Juli *doublejleb* And the worse fact that I can't take is PROMOTOR MEREKA PASTI BUKAN OM ADRIE ALIAS JAVAMUSIKINDO jadi harganya kurang terjangkau....... *nangisgulingguling* Nyesek lagi deh. Dan yang bikin tambah nyesek adalah YANG AKAN KONSER INI JONAS BROTHERS!!! TTT___TTT

Takut

Kurasakan ketakutan
Takut tersakiti
Untuk kesekian kali
Takut merasakan cinta
Yang takkan terbalas 
Takut tersakiti oleh cinta
Untuk kesekian kalinya

Dear You : Demi Apa? Demikian Aku Mencintaimu

"Untuk apa jauh-jauh lagi mencari, sementara dalam dirimu saja aku sudah menemukan alasan hidup: bahagia bersamamu.
Ini sudah benar dari awal. Aku mencintaimu tanpa tanda tanya.
  Dear You,
Buku ini dipersembahkan untuk cinta, demi cinta, dan kepada cinta."
Cover buku "Dear You : Demi Apa? Demikian Aku Mencintaimu"

Itulah cuplikan dari sinopsis buku yang berjudul "Dear You: Demi apa? Demikian aku mencintaimu". Buku karya Moammar Eka ini berisikan qoutes dan puisi yang mencermikan dengan sempurna perasaan manusia saat sedang jatuh cinta, rindu dengan orang terkasih,  maupun patah hati.
Meskipun hanya berisikan quotes dan puisi, isi buku ini sangat menyentuh dan menenangkan hati sekaligus menyakitkan. Dengan cover-nya yang menarik, buku ini dapat menghipnotis hati. Meskipun bagi beberapa orang buku ini dianggap gombal semata, namun akui saja, semua orang pasti pernah merasakannya saat sedang jatuh cinta.

Saya tidak dibayar untuk mempromosikan buku ini. Hanya ingin berbagi kekuatan kata-kata yang dapat membuat merasakan berbagai macam rasa.

Selasa, 17 Januari 2012

Dilemma - Selena Gomez & The Scene

Here's another song from Selena Gomez called Dilemma. It's also from When The Sun Goes Down album. I also love this song, it's describe what my friend, Dinda, and I (and other teenagers) feel when their "GALAU" :p Enjoy! (:


You make me so upset sometimes
I feel like I could lose my mind

The conversation goes nowhere
Cause you never gonna take me there
And I know what I know
And I know you're no good for me

Yeah, I know that I know
And I know it's not meant to be

[Chorus]
Here's my dilemma
One half of me wants you
And the other half wants forget
My my my dilemma
From the moment I met you
And I just can't get you out of my head
And I tell myself to run from you
But I found myself atractted to my dilemma
My dilemma
It's you, it's you


Your eyes have told a thousand lies
But I believe them when they look in mine
I heard the rumours but you won't come clean
I guees i'm hoping it's because of me

Yeah, I know that I know
And I know it's not meant to be


[Chorus]
Here's my dilemma
One half of me wants you
And the other half wants forget
My my my dilemma
From the moment I met you
And I just can't get you out of my head
And I tell myself to run from you
But I found myself atractted to my dilemma
My dilemma
It's you, it's you

[Bridge]
I could live without you
Your smile, your eyes
The way you make me feel inside
I could live without you
But I don't wanna
I don't wanna


You make me so upset sometimes

[Chorus]
Here's my dilemma
One half of me wants you
And the other half wants forget
My my my dilemma
From the moment I met you
And I just can't get you out of my head
And I tell myself to run from you
But I found myself atractted to my dilemma
My dilemma
It's you, it's you

Hit The Lights - Selena Gomez & The Scene

So here's Selena Gomez's new song, called Hit The Lights from When The Sun Goes Down album. I love thins song. For me, it's describing teens life haha 
Enjoy (:


It's the boy you never told I like you, 
It's the girl you let get away.
It's the one you saw that day on the train, 
But you freaked out and walked away.

It's the plane you wanna catch to Vegas, 
Things you swear you'll do before you die, 
It's the city of love that waits for you, 
But you're too damn scared to fly.

(Chorus)
Hit the lights, let the music move you, lose yourself tonight, 
Come alive, let the moment take you, lose control tonight.

Hit the lights, let the music move you, lose yourself tonight, 
Come alive, let the moment take you, lose control tonight.

It's the time that you totally screwed up, 
Still you're trying to get it out your brain.

It's the fight you had when you didn't make up, 
It's the past that you're dying to change.


It's all the money that you're saving, 
While the good life passes by.
It's all the dreams that never came true, 
Cause you're too damn scared to try.


(Chorus)
Hit the lights, let the music move you, lose yourself tonight, 
Come alive, let the moment take you, lose control tonight.
Hit the lights, let the music move you, lose yourself tonight, 
Come alive, let the moment take you, lose control tonight.

It's a mad, mad world, gotta make an escape, 
It's a perfect world, when you go all the way.
Hit the lights, let the music move you, lose yourself tonight.

So let's go, go, go, go all the way.
Yeah let's go, go, go, go night and day.
From the floor, to the rafters, people raise your glasses.
We could dance forever! 

(Chorus)
Hit the lights, let the music move you, lose yourself tonight, 
Come alive, let the moment take you, lose control tonight.
It's a mad, mad world, gotta make an escape.
It's a perfect world, when you go all the way.
Hit the lights, let the music move you, lose yourself tonight

Korean Stuffs

There's a kpop and k-drama fever in my class. It started with a couple of girls, but now not only girls, but also boys like it (and that including me)-_-
For kpop, most of the girls love SUJU haha They like to watch its members cz of they're cute and stuffs haha and for the boys, some of theme like SNSD (Girls' Generation) cz they're pretty.
For k-drama, 49 days is a trending topic in my class haha

Kamu

Untukmu
Perasaan ini kupersembahkan
Untukmu hati ini kuberikan
Untukmu
Akal ini kuserahkan
Padamu
Raga ini kutitipkan

Senin, 16 Januari 2012

*backsound Today Was A Fairytale by Taylor Swift*

Today wasn't like other Mondays. This morning we had weekly ceremony. It was normal, as always. But today, he was late (read this post). After the ceremony finished, he was punished with the others who are late too while the other students were going back to their classes, including my friends and I.
He was late for a half hour for the firstn lesson. And unfortunateky the last empty seat was next to me, so yeah he sat next to me. And you can imagine what happened next. Yup, my friends start to teasing us-___- And you know what? The teacher was looking at us and smiled like she understood what happened ;_; And then I don't know what happened he started to tell his friend who sat at the back of the class about a saleswoman that promote him a cream or something and he said it loudly-__-
The next lessons went well. But he was kinda freaky -_- He played with my friend's turtle doll and he tied it with rope and said it was flying turtle HAHAHA
Anyway, there was a moment where my friends and I were talking about college (it was "BK" time). I was talking to him too. maybe it meant nothing to him, but it meant a lot for me:") In the afternoon class (maths actually), I bcm more comfortable w/ him. not that I wasn't comfortable, but stiil I was nervous-_-"
After school, My friend and I stayed in class to do our LIA's tasks. he was there playing game with other guys. Believe me, his smile is the sweetest smile I've ever seen *o* hahaha And before he went home, he asked my friend who would she interviewed for our last semester task, but he didn't ask me eventough I was expecting he'd ask me haha -_- Anw, today went totally fast.

Well, it's already midnight. Gotta go to sleep. Bye guys.
With love,
Shabrina xx
PS: Dude, this post is very very very frontal -___-

Rasa..

Sakit
Rasa yang kini ada di hati
Air mata 
Kini berada di ambang pintu
Menunggu untuk keluar
Menunggu untuk melepaskan 
Rasa sakit 
Yang kini hati rasakan
Rasa sakit yang menusuk
Hingga rusuk terdalam
Rasa sakit yang kini
Membuatku kehilangan akal sehat
Yang terbutakan oleh perasaan 
Perasaan yang ada di hati
Perasaan yang saat ini
Sedang aku rasakan
Untukmu

Jumat, 13 Januari 2012

Fallin' For You - Colbie Caillat


I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me
I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you
(x2)
I’m fallin’ for you
Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

Oops...

It's already been 6 months and in 2 weeks I'll be a 2nd grade student. Wml guys ;) haha
So, this 6 first months in acceleration program was totally fun! And random haha I'm glad I met these  awesome people around me. I can't describe it with words, just wanna say thanks to all of you :") High school is definitely the best time of your life, except for the tasks of course haha
1st grade acceleration student 2011/2012 @ TawangMangu
(click to enlarge)

And well, in this first 6 months I think I'm into someone (I won't tell you his name, in case anyone from my school read this) but I guess some girls in my class know who he is (yeah, cause I told them-_-haha). Well, this guy, he already know about my special feeling for him, and he didn't avoid me, we're still friends and I'm really happy for that.
He's more mature than he looks like. He's sweet, and polite too haha but he's a guy so yeah he has a-dirty-minded-side-_-"
Since my friends told him how I feel (actually I was going to tell him myself, but I hadn't the guts-_-), nothing had change. We're friends (well, he said we're close friend (":), sometimes we're texting (and of course I text him first almost all the time-_-) but not as often as I did before he knew. I think it's not bcs I have no more feeling for him, of course I still feel the same thing when I see him, when we're texting (and I think it's getting deeper-_-). I think it's bcs I feel release.
I try to talk with him in class, just a 1 minute chat, to control my edginess. And I think it works! haha My heart beats faster when I talk to him, but I try to look as normal as I can. :")
For you, my friends, who read this and know who I'm talking about, just keep it for yourself, k? ;)
With love,
Shabrina xox

Kamis, 12 Januari 2012

HELLO 2012! ;)

Happy new year 2012, guys! ;) I hope our wishes will come true and we will be happily ever after (halah -__-)
It's been almost 3 months I haven't updated this blog. So sorry about it. I miss writing here but I was kinda busy with school and stuff. Since I'm a shs student, and in acceleration program, I have a lot of task so I barely have no time to write here.
Enough talking about school stuff.
I guess that's for now. Ciao ;)