So, this 6 first months in acceleration program was totally fun! And random haha I'm glad I met these awesome people around me. I can't describe it with words, just wanna say thanks to all of you :") High school is definitely the best time of your life, except for the tasks of course haha
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| 1st grade acceleration student 2011/2012 @ TawangMangu (click to enlarge) |
And well, in this first 6 months I think I'm into someone (I won't tell you his name, in case anyone from my school read this) but I guess some girls in my class know who he is (yeah, cause I told them-_-haha). Well, this guy, he already know about my special feeling for him, and he didn't avoid me, we're still friends and I'm really happy for that.
He's more mature than he looks like. He's sweet, and polite too haha but he's a guy so yeah he has a-dirty-minded-side-_-"
Since my friends told him how I feel (actually I was going to tell him myself, but I hadn't the guts-_-), nothing had change. We're friends (well, he said we're close friend (":), sometimes we're texting (and of course I text him first almost all the time-_-) but not as often as I did before he knew. I think it's not bcs I have no more feeling for him, of course I still feel the same thing when I see him, when we're texting (and I think it's getting deeper-_-). I think it's bcs I feel release.
I try to talk with him in class, just a 1 minute chat, to control my edginess. And I think it works! haha My heart beats faster when I talk to him, but I try to look as normal as I can. :")
For you, my friends, who read this and know who I'm talking about, just keep it for yourself, k? ;)
With love,
Shabrina xox
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