*backsound Today Was A Fairytale by Taylor Swift*

Today wasn't like other Mondays. This morning we had weekly ceremony. It was normal, as always. But today, he was late (read this post). After the ceremony finished, he was punished with the others who are late too while the other students were going back to their classes, including my friends and I.
He was late for a half hour for the firstn lesson. And unfortunateky the last empty seat was next to me, so yeah he sat next to me. And you can imagine what happened next. Yup, my friends start to teasing us-___- And you know what? The teacher was looking at us and smiled like she understood what happened ;_; And then I don't know what happened he started to tell his friend who sat at the back of the class about a saleswoman that promote him a cream or something and he said it loudly-__-
The next lessons went well. But he was kinda freaky -_- He played with my friend's turtle doll and he tied it with rope and said it was flying turtle HAHAHA
Anyway, there was a moment where my friends and I were talking about college (it was "BK" time). I was talking to him too. maybe it meant nothing to him, but it meant a lot for me:") In the afternoon class (maths actually), I bcm more comfortable w/ him. not that I wasn't comfortable, but stiil I was nervous-_-"
After school, My friend and I stayed in class to do our LIA's tasks. he was there playing game with other guys. Believe me, his smile is the sweetest smile I've ever seen *o* hahaha And before he went home, he asked my friend who would she interviewed for our last semester task, but he didn't ask me eventough I was expecting he'd ask me haha -_- Anw, today went totally fast.

Well, it's already midnight. Gotta go to sleep. Bye guys.
With love,
Shabrina xx
PS: Dude, this post is very very very frontal -___-

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Fallin' For You - Colbie Caillat

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for youDropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

Oops...

It's already been 6 months and in 2 weeks I'll be a 2nd grade student. Wml guys ;) haha
So, this 6 first months in acceleration program was totally fun! And random haha I'm glad I met these  awesome people around me. I can't describe it with words, just wanna say thanks to all of you :") High school is definitely the best time of your life, except for the tasks of course haha

1st grade acceleration student 2011/2012 @ TawangMangu
(click to enlarge)

And well, in this first 6 months I think I'm into someone (I won't tell you his name, in case anyone from my school read this) but I guess some girls in my class know who he is (yeah, cause I told them-_-haha). Well, this guy, he already know about my special feeling for him, and he didn't avoid me, we're still friends and I'm really happy for that.
He's more mature than he looks like. He's sweet, and polite too haha but he's a guy so yeah he has a-dirty-minded-side-_-"
Since my friends told him how I feel (actually I was going to tell him myself, but I hadn't the guts-_-), nothing had change. We're friends (well, he said we're close friend (":), sometimes we're texting (and of course I text him first almost all the time-_-) but not as often as I did before he knew. I think it's not bcs I have no more feeling for him, of course I still feel the same thing when I see him, when we're texting (and I think it's getting deeper-_-). I think it's bcs I feel release.
I try to talk with him in class, just a 1 minute chat, to control my edginess. And I think it works! haha My heart beats faster when I talk to him, but I try to look as normal as I can. :")
For you, my friends, who read this and know who I'm talking about, just keep it for yourself, k? ;)
With love,
Shabrina xox

HELLO 2012! ;)

Happy new year 2012, guys! ;) I hope our wishes will come true and we will be happily ever after (halah -__-)
It's been almost 3 months I haven't updated this blog. So sorry about it. I miss writing here but I was kinda busy with school and stuff. Since I'm a shs student, and in acceleration program, I have a lot of task so I barely have no time to write here.
Enough talking about school stuff.
I guess that's for now. Ciao ;)