Oops...

It's already been 6 months and in 2 weeks I'll be a 2nd grade student. Wml guys ;) haha
So, this 6 first months in acceleration program was totally fun! And random haha I'm glad I met these  awesome people around me. I can't describe it with words, just wanna say thanks to all of you :") High school is definitely the best time of your life, except for the tasks of course haha

1st grade acceleration student 2011/2012 @ TawangMangu
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And well, in this first 6 months I think I'm into someone (I won't tell you his name, in case anyone from my school read this) but I guess some girls in my class know who he is (yeah, cause I told them-_-haha). Well, this guy, he already know about my special feeling for him, and he didn't avoid me, we're still friends and I'm really happy for that.
He's more mature than he looks like. He's sweet, and polite too haha but he's a guy so yeah he has a-dirty-minded-side-_-"
Since my friends told him how I feel (actually I was going to tell him myself, but I hadn't the guts-_-), nothing had change. We're friends (well, he said we're close friend (":), sometimes we're texting (and of course I text him first almost all the time-_-) but not as often as I did before he knew. I think it's not bcs I have no more feeling for him, of course I still feel the same thing when I see him, when we're texting (and I think it's getting deeper-_-). I think it's bcs I feel release.
I try to talk with him in class, just a 1 minute chat, to control my edginess. And I think it works! haha My heart beats faster when I talk to him, but I try to look as normal as I can. :")
For you, my friends, who read this and know who I'm talking about, just keep it for yourself, k? ;)
With love,
Shabrina xox

Rabu, 27 April 2011

Di pagi yang cerah itu (bisa dibilang panas), gue keburu-buru berangkat ke sekolah karena kesiangan. Saat itu hari ketiga gue perang sama soal UN *pake iket kepala*  Jalannya rame tuh, jadi rada macet. Karena gue bosen, gue ngamatin jalan. Menikmati pemandangan *eaeaaa

Pas gue lagi asik-asiknya menikmati hijaunya pepohonan (?) , sekilas gue liat fixie yang warnanya menarik mata gue sampe melar (?) . Pas gue liat yang ngendarain, ternyata dia adalah......*jengjeng *zoom100x *beksonhorror (?) kakak kelas gue, Kak Danang. Gue tercengang sampe mulut ga bisa nutup *boongdeng(?).

Setelah 2jam di ruang ujian yang panas karena pengawasnya......ya gitulah (?), gue pulang dan ngadem di depan kipas angin yang ga ngaruh sama sekali *banting kipas* (?) Gue lagi nonton TV, habis makan, dan gue tiduran (tambah ndut deh u,u), padahal niatnya mau nyari nomernya Kak Danang buat bilang "KAKAAAAK!!!! I SAW U THIS MORNING!!!!" *yang ada dia ketakutan wkwkwwk*.

Karena ke-mager-an gue itu, gue hampir ketiduran. Di saat alam mimpi mulai memangil, tiba-tiba sofa gue geter dangue ikut geter, seluruh dunia goncang-gancing *okeinilebe, ternyata ada sms dr unknown number. Pas gue liat ternyata yang sms............................. *jengjeng KAK DANANG! Seketika gue kaget, muka cengo gue keluar, like: .___." ( ?) Dan sejak saat itu hubungan kakak-adek ini terhubung lagi (?) dan gue smsan sama dia saat nulis ini. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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Thanks for reading my post :)