Oops...

It's already been 6 months and in 2 weeks I'll be a 2nd grade student. Wml guys ;) haha
So, this 6 first months in acceleration program was totally fun! And random haha I'm glad I met these  awesome people around me. I can't describe it with words, just wanna say thanks to all of you :") High school is definitely the best time of your life, except for the tasks of course haha

1st grade acceleration student 2011/2012 @ TawangMangu
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And well, in this first 6 months I think I'm into someone (I won't tell you his name, in case anyone from my school read this) but I guess some girls in my class know who he is (yeah, cause I told them-_-haha). Well, this guy, he already know about my special feeling for him, and he didn't avoid me, we're still friends and I'm really happy for that.
He's more mature than he looks like. He's sweet, and polite too haha but he's a guy so yeah he has a-dirty-minded-side-_-"
Since my friends told him how I feel (actually I was going to tell him myself, but I hadn't the guts-_-), nothing had change. We're friends (well, he said we're close friend (":), sometimes we're texting (and of course I text him first almost all the time-_-) but not as often as I did before he knew. I think it's not bcs I have no more feeling for him, of course I still feel the same thing when I see him, when we're texting (and I think it's getting deeper-_-). I think it's bcs I feel release.
I try to talk with him in class, just a 1 minute chat, to control my edginess. And I think it works! haha My heart beats faster when I talk to him, but I try to look as normal as I can. :")
For you, my friends, who read this and know who I'm talking about, just keep it for yourself, k? ;)
With love,
Shabrina xox

UJIAN NASIONAL TINGKAT SMP SUDAH BERAKHIR!!!!!
MAU TAU RASANYA?????? RASANYA.......................................................................masih ada beban. Yap! Gue belum merasa 100% bebas.

Kalo kata orang "UN selesai = bebas" bagi gue belum. Kebebasan akan gue rasakan kalo ijazah beserta nilai udah ditangan, yang berarti harus menunggu *ngitungpakejari* 2 bulan lagi *hening* . Etttt! Ga hanya itu. Kalo udah ada ijazah tapi belum tau mau lanjut kemana juga sama aja. Makanya, bebas itu = ijazah+nilai ditangan&SMA yang diinginkan tercapai *amiiiin!!!!

Selama 3 tahun kita belajar di SMP harus dimanfaatkan dengan baik. Kita boleh anggep santai sekolah, tapi kita harus punya tanggung jawab akan nilai-nilai kita. Jangan sampai nilai kita jelek karena terlalu santai. Kalo nilai jelek, kita bakal bingun mau ke SMA/SMK mana karena ga ada yang mencukupi. Kalo nilai tinggi, kita juga bakal kebingungan. Bingung mau masuk mana, soalnya direbutin hehehehe


Kalo  kalian pilih yang mana? Kalo gue sih milih bingung karena direbutin :p Jadi, buat adek-adek yang masih bersantai-santai, jangan terlalu santai lah. Penyesalan selalu datang belakangan loh!

UJIAN NASIONAL DI DEPAN MATA!!!!!

Sebagai anak kelas 9 (3SMP), pasti bakal ngadepin yang namanya UN alias Ujian Nasional. Untuk kelas SMP, UN dilaksanakan tanggal 25-28 April yang berarti tinggal 11 HARI!!!!! Itu seminggu lebih 4 hari, bray! Ga nyangka, tinggal 11 hari gue pake putih-biru. 11 hari ngabisin waktu sama temen-temen SMP. 11 hari ketemu guru-guru killer yang sebenernya bermaksud baik sama kita, para siswa. Mereka mendidik kita supaya disiplin, giat, biar bisa lulus. Ga cuma lulus doang tapi lulus dengan nilai yang memuaskan. Lulus mah gampang, ga bermaksud sombong, tp kalo lulus dengan nilai yang pas-pasan apa artinya?

Menjelang ujian pasti pernah dapet SMS (atau BM bagi pengguna BB) yang isinya "sebarin kalo mau lulus" dan semacamnya? Menurut gue itu ga guna. Menurut gue, lulus atau ga ditentuin sama usaha+doa, bukan sms kaya gitu.
"Kelulusan itu ditentukan o/ usaha kalian&tangan Tuhan, bukan SMS/BM!"  - @otakodongnius

That's I can say. Anyway, good luck buat yang mau ujian, baik SD, SMP, maupun SMA! Do your best and don't forget to pray!  :D